WHAT IS MY LIFE FOR, AND WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH IT?

CINEMA 4D

"What is my life for and what am I going to do with it? I don't know and I’m afraid. I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And what do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones, and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited"
- The Unabridged Diary of Sylvia Plath

The fear Plath expresses in this quote is one I empathize with, as I also often think of how frustrating it is to be unable to experience all possible lives, to be so limited by the human life. This animation is an expression of all the possibilities I wish were real, and the reality I come back to at the end of each conversation with myself.